Glimpses of 2006..

I was going to just write about what I did on New Year's eve but I thought I should just list down all the things that have happened in all of 2006. Let me see if I can recall some of the happiest, craziest, saddest and just plain...well, I don't know..weird moments I guess..if any. Let me see..

All I can remember in 2006, apart from the tears, heartbreaks and letting the wrong people in my life, I think all these have taught me valuable life lessons. Am beginning to see the light at the end of the tunnel and as much as I curse the people who have induced heartaches in me, I have come out pretty strong amidst all the emotional adversity. And I can actually say that I'm glad things turned out the way they did. I don't have any faith in relationships anymore, and even if I may have missed out on all the good things that come with it, I guess it's better this way - not letting anyone in my life again. Friends, I know what's going through your mind while reading this but..well..introduce me to someone who will succeed in changing my perspectives on relationship! *hint-hint*. Haha.. :p I mean, I'm still meeting people and kinda letting them in my life but not emotionally so yeah..go figure. :)

Ok, enough of the weepy stories. At least I got to do a bit of travelling and lotsa clubbing and dating and kissing..haha. I also attended my first D&D, saw Keagan Kang who was in the same plane with me on the way to Australia, (and I've been a fan of his since) spending money like water and just pampering myself. So yeah, all in all it have been a pretty good year. Oh, I celebrated countdown in the train station with two of my friends, Imah and Peifen. Haha..missed the whole thing! At least I had fun in MOS. The R&B room was damn packed and I could hardly move or breathe even - the cons of standing at 1.57m - my high heels didn't really give me much leverage. Anyways, I was fine with the crowd. Irritatingly squeezy, but fun nonetheless. Of course, I wished that people who can't even move to the beat of R&B shouldn't be allowed in the room. There was this fat, smelly girl who was trying to dance sexy and managed to get a guy's attention by letting him suck on her finger, two girls who actually kissed each other and they did this after a guy showed interest in one of them. Helloooo! I know it's a common thing in a club but what the hell were they thinking?? Trying to turn the guy on? Maybe they are lesbos...but who cares! Moving on..oh and I lost $12 bucks! My fault. Should have put the money in my bag but I placed the dough in my pocket and while dancing, there were some horny asses who were gyrating against me and I think maybe one of them got more than just a hard on. Damn.

I partied till 5am and I met someone in there..but that's just another story. A story that I don't even feel like writing about. Maybe I might, later. So yeah, that's 2006 for you. It wasn't a very good one year but at the very least, I have come out a stronger person and am ready to face 2007. I admit the events of last year have somehow changed me. I don't know how to explain it. The good thing is of course, being more stronger emotionally but it doesn't really make me a better person. Not in the way I had hoped but I'm just a human being after all. People have different ways of coping and picking themselves up. My ways however, are nothing to be proud of. Heck! As long as I know what I'm doing, (do I?) I guess nothing else matters.

So..it's 2007. A brand new year. Though it doesn't feel like one. I do know for a fact though, that I'm going to travel again, party hard, and guard my heart against hurt. I'm still open to dating and meeting new people and all but relationship wise, well..guess we'll just have to wait and see what 2007 have in store for me eh. Cheers!