A Lil' Update..

Wow..it's been awhile since I last posted. Been really busy I guess and not really much things to write about. Things have been good so far..work and love life. No wait, maybe I should rephrase that. Urgh! Don't know what I'm trying to say. Work - I'm just hanging in there. A friend gave me a newspaper clipping the other day. It was a job for a kindergarten teacher. She knew how much I wanted to be one and therefore cut out the advertisement for me. It was perfect. I filled the criterias and if I got the job, they will send me for the Certificate in Pre-school teaching as well.

The thing is, Fazli have been saying how much he wants to settle down and he have actually spoken to his parents about it. So if I were to take up the teaching job, I know I can forget about marriage and all that coz with the measly pay, it would take forever for me to save up. I asked him how serious he is in settling down with me coz I was prepared to earned a lower pay. It was after all, something I have always wanted to do. He reassured me again about his intentions. So yeah..I had to make a big sacrifice. I gave up trying for the job. Maybe I might still be able to be a kindergarten teacher one day once I've settled down.

I hope the sacrifice is worth it. Our relationship hasn't always been smooth sailing and there are times when I have doubts. But we always managed to talk it out. That's the good thing, I guess. I have to learn to be more patient and more tolerant though and sometimes, it's hard. Not after all the shit I had to go through. Well..hope things will be better and seriously, I hope giving up my dream better be worth it!