I realised that I was just crapping in my last post. Well, most of it anyways. Now, let's see if I can post something better and something more interesting. (a long pause here) Ok, nothing much actually. (as usual) Hmmm..come to think of it, my life is mostly routine. Don't want to sound too depressing here but it is! And I used to be a volunteer with the Children's Cancer Society in order to make my life more meaningful. I have stopped because of the distance and also because the parents of these sick children - mostly singaporeans - sometimes made me wish they were the ones who were sick and not their kids.

Hey, maybe I should start working with these kids again. That and also continue with my motorcycle lessons. Which, by the way, is already 2 years old. I always say to my friends that I'm supporting the driving centre financially because I keep renewing the course without going for the lessons regularly. And I only have 3 more lessons to go! I really, really should try to motivate my butt to do down to the driving centre more often. Bleh.

And what else can I do to make my life more fulfilled? Have an active night life? Check. (not doing that too much now) Get to know more people say, guys? (Done that and they don't make my life more meaningful. In fact, they are the very reason why I sometimes feel life sucks) Spend more quality time with family? (Who am I kidding? I can't stay in the same room with two of my sisters without one of them getting on my nerves) I've run out of ideas here. I guess, the only way to feel truly satisfied with my own existence is to 'cleanse' my inner self. Just feel happy. And be happy and not expect too much out of life or anyone. This way, I won't have to deal with too much disappointments. Like what they always say, "Live your life like it is the last.." It will not be easy but I could at least, try. I'm sure I'll be able to embrace life even more if I only have one day to live.

Now, if today is my last day on earth, what would I wanna do right this very moment? ... :D Gonna get myself that tub of chocolate ice-cream that's already in my fridge! Hehehe....